Wow. I just don’t know anymore. I’ve usually always got something going on my head, some desperate tussle with reality, some great dream… but now my life just has this odd blank canvas feeling. I’m telling you, I’m not used to this. I really don’t know what I want anymore. I’m no longer so terribly insecure, and there isn’t all that tense drama in the air anymore… And so life is just life. I’m so confused. Maybe this’ll be a good thing. Life can just happen, without me worrying so much about it.
